Frisco

Written while in the air somewhere over eastern California or western Arizona .

San Francisco
a beautiful city
too early to leave
feels like I Just got here
as I head home
it is clear
that I can help others
through my experience
education and compassion
abound around here.

JIS 2009

tough one

I am falling for you.
It's happening so fast.
I try to go slow.
To remember the past.

I like to think that.
I'm smarter than this.
But love doesn't follow.
The same rules as logic.

I fall off my feet.
I'm swept off my heels.
I've obsessed with the thought.
How do I feel?

My major hope.
Is to give this to you.
And have you respond.
I love you too.
JIS 12/21/2008

lost again

the way i feel
i just dont know
i want to die know
just take my soul
i cannot live now
i'm lost again
lost in you
until the end
i repeat the same lines
i use cliches
but i have fallen again
it feels so nice
you dont know what you're missing
until you try

does she or not?

does she love me?
the way she giggles when i make stupid jokes

does she love me?
the way she looks at me

does she love me?
the way she stares into my eyes

does she hate me?
the way she avoids me

does she hate me?
the way she responds to them, but not me

does she hate me?
the way she ignores the deep stuff

does she love me?
the way she strokes my hair

does she love me?
the way she touches me

does she love me?
or does she hate me?

a muse

sitting, waiting, yearning, thinking
emotion, devotion, creation, elation
loving, caring, giving, feeling

the process of life
it takes us there
we get on with it
we show how we care

i just want to be with her
i just want to hold her
i just want to be around her
i've got so much to share

i hold back
don't want to scare her
she thinks something
something is wrong
but i cannot scare her
so i let her go along

she has so much going on
i can't seem to stay involved
the only problem i'm having is
unrequited love.