krystal 3

wanting
something i can never have
being
friends but wanting more
expressing
what i truly feel
breaking
into pieces over it
becoming
obsessed with a thought
trying
to hold back forever
jealousy
taking hold of my essence
ripping
my feelings away
trying
to let them go
holding
something i'll never have
needing
to stop myself short
crying
because it will never be

krystal 2

to hide my feelings
not let her know
the way i feel
the way it grows
my love for her
how much i care
how sad it makes me
to see her low
i yearn requition
for my feelings
want some closure
of this thought

krystal 1

written words
unhappy news
days of crying
forgotten smile
thoughts of caring
moments shared
unaware itricacy
of the facade
undying emotion
restless illusion
unwanted motive
abridged of time
obsessive yearning
never obtained