sinking

Sinking into your world
Don't want you to go
Just want you here with me
Just want you to know
This could be it
The search could be done
I hope it can last
I hope it's the one
Searching through life
For the right one to find
Be we never know
When we may go blind
When we're not looking
Is when we are caught
and it finds us offguard
It reminds of the scars
It guides us so far.

fineline

the line is so fine
between obsession and sweetness
you can go out of your mind
trying to be sweet
come off obsessed
and you get thrown away
she gets stolen away
the moment's goin to stay

the time is so short
between coming and going
you lose yourself there
wanting to be free
we're all oppressed
and we go down today
we all drown today
we've all gone this way

the wait is so long
for her to decide
what she wants from life
thinking of the past
looking to the future
we are all done
what happened to the fun
just screw it all and run

2005 J.I.S.

really

02/01/05 1:35AM

you sit here by side
i look into your eyes
you turn away from me
you run away from me

i sit here by myself
i cannot find my place
i'm lost within myself
im lost without your face

i had you here with me
bit i didnt see
the way we really are
the way we really are

i had it all for free
but i didn't see
the way it really was
the way it really was

i cant open up
feelings locked down
pieces inside me
thoughts im hiding

behind prison walls
guarding my heart
from being torn apart
from being worn down

stepped on
slept around on
abandoned again
left with nothing again
left alone again