Is she looking for the same things as me?
will she? wont she? when will she get here?
I don't know what is wrong with me again
I don't know why i obsess over these things
I don't know where I'm going again
but as long as she's with me it'll be alright in the end
I miss her when she's not around, i want to know what's up
I lay here with a hole in me, i feel all used and torn
I cannot get enough of her, no matter what is done
why does it always go down the same way when i try,
I lose them from obsessing over, of all things, time.
JIS 12/21/08
Everybody
Everybody's in their own head,
everybody's got their own thoughts,
everybody with their own ambitions and their own dreams
dont know what it means
don't know what i thought
but just when you get cought up
things change and open up
horizons brighter and smiles wider
options arranging, contemplating
we all flow along in the same sea
each with our own currents
fighting against them
until we crash into each other
some enjoy it, some prevail
some are scared and some are frail
why would we let life get old
when nothings new unless you make it yours
because the tale has been told.
JIS 12/09/08
everybody's got their own thoughts,
everybody with their own ambitions and their own dreams
dont know what it means
don't know what i thought
but just when you get cought up
things change and open up
horizons brighter and smiles wider
options arranging, contemplating
we all flow along in the same sea
each with our own currents
fighting against them
until we crash into each other
some enjoy it, some prevail
some are scared and some are frail
why would we let life get old
when nothings new unless you make it yours
because the tale has been told.
JIS 12/09/08
Random Wrtings
It's all a competition, it's all just a rouse, it's all set up so i always fucking lose.
It's a lost cause, there's no end in sight, it's going nowhere, just call it a night.
The path that i choose, dark and forgotten, untrusted; despised, but we all pay our dues.
Time waits for no man, no man controls me, i take my reigns back, take hold of my destiny.
holdin up, hold it in, ghostin it, rolled it up, smoked it up, all out, time to roll
worldwide underground, smokin with the kings, potluck, the hill, and the junkeez
down with the clown, with the krown, with em all, the junkeez army, and the bleste nation
waitin for the day that i blow up on these fools
prove to these mother fuckers who they've been holding down so long
time can tell you fear the, well, upcoming destruction of your morals, your plurals, you, your vowels, i grabbed em, stopped your bowels, upchuck your vocabulary, you got none at all, it's fuckin scary, empty brain without thought, who'da thunkit, like skunk hit, lost in thought, bought on sale at the walmart, you come at me? oh, no, don't start, please oh please, it's a bitch with a lease on life that's about to run out, ive been around the block too many times to fuck with a little schmuck who cannot enunciate or even pronounce a word worth their life, you act like you're grand, but it's just part of the master plan, to let you all burn while you think you have learned, the secret to life, but, all the while it all ends in strife
(ha ha ha ha ha)
It's a lost cause, there's no end in sight, it's going nowhere, just call it a night.
The path that i choose, dark and forgotten, untrusted; despised, but we all pay our dues.
Time waits for no man, no man controls me, i take my reigns back, take hold of my destiny.
holdin up, hold it in, ghostin it, rolled it up, smoked it up, all out, time to roll
worldwide underground, smokin with the kings, potluck, the hill, and the junkeez
down with the clown, with the krown, with em all, the junkeez army, and the bleste nation
waitin for the day that i blow up on these fools
prove to these mother fuckers who they've been holding down so long
time can tell you fear the, well, upcoming destruction of your morals, your plurals, you, your vowels, i grabbed em, stopped your bowels, upchuck your vocabulary, you got none at all, it's fuckin scary, empty brain without thought, who'da thunkit, like skunk hit, lost in thought, bought on sale at the walmart, you come at me? oh, no, don't start, please oh please, it's a bitch with a lease on life that's about to run out, ive been around the block too many times to fuck with a little schmuck who cannot enunciate or even pronounce a word worth their life, you act like you're grand, but it's just part of the master plan, to let you all burn while you think you have learned, the secret to life, but, all the while it all ends in strife
(ha ha ha ha ha)
lost
i wasnt there for her
and now she is lost
i didnt hold her tight
and now i am lost
i'm breaking... away
i'm falling... apart
i'm screaming... inside
i'm dying... for you
i didn't cherish you
you found someone new
i didn't show you my love
so now you've had enough
i'm lost without you
broken inside
i'm dead without you
my soul can't survive
i can't live on (not this time)
it took all i had
now it's the end
she cares for him now
who cares if i'm dead
December 29, 2005 4:35 AM
JIS
and now she is lost
i didnt hold her tight
and now i am lost
i'm breaking... away
i'm falling... apart
i'm screaming... inside
i'm dying... for you
i didn't cherish you
you found someone new
i didn't show you my love
so now you've had enough
i'm lost without you
broken inside
i'm dead without you
my soul can't survive
i can't live on (not this time)
it took all i had
now it's the end
she cares for him now
who cares if i'm dead
December 29, 2005 4:35 AM
JIS
pierced
without her around
I feel empty at heart
without her at home
I could just fall apart
I miss her cute smile
her bluntness in words
to not have her here
I feel pierced by a sword
the fear that I have
building to tears
I hope that we last
loss is my fear
JIS 2005
I feel empty at heart
without her at home
I could just fall apart
I miss her cute smile
her bluntness in words
to not have her here
I feel pierced by a sword
the fear that I have
building to tears
I hope that we last
loss is my fear
JIS 2005
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