conscience

Always there and always waiting,
life's not fair so continue hating.
This is life, so complicated,
What to do now just cant be stated.
Will it end? No one knows.
Should it be? My conscience grows.
Just a thought deep in my heart.
What were we doing from the start?
As it dies it makes no sense.
Here im left with no defense.
Hearts get broken and life's a risk.
But it was fun, though only brisk.