trying

perpetually lonely
want a quick way out
just a quick answer
to this spiritual drought
will i ever find myself
when can i live again
look what you did to me
how will i give again
how much you meant to me

why run away
its all in my head
when will it end
always left behind
what could i find
just get up and go
continue to try

trying to live
trying to die
trying to find
peace with my mind
peace with my thoughts,
with what ive got
but instead i'll just
sit here and rot