eternity

an emotional hardship
is what life really is
pleasure and happiness
would be better than this

i throw out my feelings
they get stepped on and ignored
i bare my soul; my life; my thoughts
leave nothing to be wondered
nothing to guess, nothing left inside
nothing at all but the guilt that i hide

i feel too much and i feel too strong
out on a whim and i'm going insane
i cannot argue with my heart
it runs my emotion; it leads my brain

all i know is what it tells me
sink into oblivion and away from sanity
all this time the darkness held me
i crawl back into my hole for all of eternity