Paranoid Confusion

It may never happen,
it may never be,
but the more that I wonder,
the stronger that I feel.

Insecure delusion,
trying to be me,
I created an obsession,
and it's trying to break free.

Paranoid confusion,
surrounding as it must,
I try to find the passion,
in these feelings that I trust.

I try, I cry, I don't know why I fight it.
I die inside, and I cannot seem to hide it.
I've dried my eyes, but I wonder if I'll make it.
I'll buy the lies, and anyone who fakes it.

It may never happen,
it may never be,
but the more that I wonder,
the stronger that I feel.

Insecure delusion,
trying to be me,
I created an obsession,
and it's trying to break free.

Paranoid confusion,
surrounding as it must,
I try to find the passion,
in these feelings that I trust.

I try, I cry, I don't know why I fight it.
I die inside, and I cannot seem to hide it.
I've dried my eyes, but I wonder if I'll make it.
I'll buy the lies, and anyone who fakes it.